Tue
Sep
22
Just… Please fuck off.
My ex-best friend (who I wrote about a few days ago) is trying to be my friend again.
She said hi to me in church this morning, and she was like “I miss you”
And we walked together in the halls at school together. And she came at sat at my table during lunch (which was bad, because my friends hate her).
She was like “Do you want to be my best friend again?”
And I told her that I really don’t know, because a few months ago she really didn’t want to be my friend anymore.
So after I told her that I don’t know what I want, she was like “You are the biggest bitch ever. You’re so mean!”. She said that kind of jokingly, but that’s still one of the reasons why I’m totally okay with not being friends with her.
Two of my new best friends told me that they’re getting bad vibes from this. And I agree. Something is up. Something bad is probably going to happen.
ANYWAY, I really don’t think I want to be friends with her anymore because she is SO mean to my current friends. I just want to tell her to fuck off, but I don’t want to stoop down to her level and be a total bitch.
Maybe we can be the kind of friends who only talk a little bit. But there is NO WAY I will ever be her best friend again.
One of the reasons I hate school this year…
